I was just wondering how honest your supposed to be when getting help. I am currently in counselling and I'm finding it REALLY hard to talk about anything and I'll normally end up just saying that I've been alright during the week even if its been a real struggle. The urges to end everything have been really strong again lately, and I ended up planning my way out today. I really dont know whether to tell them how im feeling, I guess im scared of the outcome, as I dont know what to expect. Would they be angry or annoyed with me? I also feel like I've been wasting their time, as i cant get the idea of suicide out of my head, it seems like the only way out, and i seem to have no strength (mentally) to try and help myself - If I cant be honest and try to help myself then whats the point anymore. Its REALLY becoming too difficult to carry on . . . I dont know what to do. :sad: I need everything to stop. I need to die, but I feel SO GUILTY. :sad: Sorry for posting.