...do you get out of this? I haven't eaten for two days and I know that's not helping. I split up with my girlfriend and I feel terrible guilt. I ended it. I have a health issue and I need to take care. No support from her. I begged and begged. But I love her to bits. But it's killing me. Shouldn't have hurt her but it's for the best. She's about 10 years younger and I want her to have a happy life. And I can't make that for her. The comeback is unbearable. She sends texts about the good memories. And I know they were good times. But I can't stop. I can't die. It's not going to help...I've been on the receiving end. Oh tell me to shut up someone please. Writing it down makes it easier. But It's not me that should be hurting is it? I can't imagine how she is. There's a culmination of a lot of things. But my family has come through a lot. I don't deserve to indulge myself complaining. Sigh. My dad has a few health worries and my mum tries to deal with everything. I can't hurt them. How do you fix things? I just want peace. Just quiet.