Yea I’m definitely feeling like taking myself out of this world tonight. Can’t stand it no more. Lost my mother a few months ago to an illness and now my dad killed him self cause he missed her so much, I can’t stand the pain of living anymore. I’ve been really reckless like crossing the highway with cars coming. Don’t care if they hit me or not. And I’ve been <mod edit - "doing dangerous things thinking about suicide">. Probably no one can relate to me just wanting the pain to end. Just trying to find a way out of my misery. I feel like my parents were allowed to leave AND I’M NOT??? I should probably call a counselor tomorrow but feel like it won’t help. I can’t stand this misery. What could a counselor say that would change anything??? I’m sorry for being so down but I’m sure you wanted the truth. Hope everyone is finding some comfort and peace tonight.
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