Hi
@Alone04
some random thoughts About your work. Are you a supervisor to the newer people? A trainer? Dont want to sound mean, but are you trying to boss everyone around Because of seniority?
a supervisor has to take charge. Your boss might be allowing you to take this role in entirety. If he butts in, then you loose your supervisor role. He may just want the ”buck” to stop with you.
if you are in a training role, you just have to repeat instructions in different ways. No all minds learn in the same way. So you have to adapt the way you approach it. I recall a situation that i wanted to understand the WHY i was doing something a certain way. I couldnt get it. My supervisor corrected me, tried to explain. I never got it! Finally she said. “Just do it like this...”. “& dont worry about the WHY. I was deflated, but i did it as told. I didnt screw up. One day, 2 jobs & probably 10;years later, i was doing a task at work and it all made sense! A eureka moment for me.
but if you are being bossy, for the sake of being bossy, then the supervisor may not want to back you up because -while you may be correct; its really NOT your place to address.
youve been there 4 years. It sounds like you are the one that has to fix all the fumbles at work. It can become overwhelming. their shortcomings become your new workload. Your personal stress may be making you overly sensitive to things that are inconsequential. So your boss is giving you a free pass.
he knows you need to do more self care. you need to run more, meditate, read, etc . It Burns off the excess anxiety. Helps you rest. Overall a better outlook. You've been very low. You've found Some tools to help dig out of the fog. Keep using them.
be aware, you losses are great. Grief can take over at anytime. Its part of the process. So, be nice to yourself.
so, you have to sort out your parents stuff. Wow. Do they have a lot of stuff? it seems like their is a lot of legal stuff to handle Too. But idk.
enjoy your day.