How I feel

Discussion in 'Suicidal Thoughts and Feelings' started by Michael7, Aug 26, 2011.

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  1. Michael7

    Michael7 Member

    It's so easy right now to call it a day
    A handful of pills and I would be on my way
    Away from a life of uncertainty and hassle
    Right now within my head all is baffled

    Each that passes the stress gets wors
    Until I feel my head wants to burst
    Others around laughing and joking
    They don't put into words they just put the spoke in

    Breathing sore, chest aches, mind in a whirl as it continues to ache
    Nervouseness increases as time goes on, how am I going to carry on
    I really don't understand now what I have to do
    My world is collapsing and I don't have a clue

    Maybe it is time for me to accept
    My time here has come to an end
    My collection of pills I should now retrieve
    And maybe then I will be relieved

    A cowards way out some would say
    But really I no longer see any other way
    For within my mind it seems to be shutting down
    And I feel I am floundering in a sea of time
  2. imyouroldman

    imyouroldman Well-Known Member

    I know exactly how you feel.
    But a handful of pills is just going to make your life worse.

    Please don't? Please......
    No need to be in a hurry, your in charge, so what's the rush?
  3. passingthrough

    passingthrough Active Member

    I should say something supportive, tell you it is better not to die. But all I can think is that I could have written that poem, may be there is some release and comfort in knowing you are not alone. That other people have felt this pain, know how hard each breath is and how painful living is.

    I hope you find some hope, some treatment and find a way to want to live eventually.
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