This question is purely aesthetic. No matter how suicidal or depressed you may be right now,
How interesting, or uninteresting do you feel your life has been up until this point?
completely misdirected. wasted. all for naught. a complete wank.
if I want any kind of a life at all, I have to start over from scratch and
completely abandon all previous memories of my life thus far.
it's been interesting. but it has left me extremely bitter and filled with
hate and rage. the more isolated from society I can be, the better.
put simply, looking back, I hated every fucking second of it right up until
right now. I will hate this in 10 seconds.
mine is a life that should end, or be started completely anew with no
preconceived horsehit whatsoever
also, it's been really fuckin dreary.