Complicated is the only real answer here, I don't hate them or dislike them and we get along moderately well but they have never really understood me and when I was a child the relationship was physically and emotionally abusive, that being said it's not like I particularly hold it against them but I'm sure it's a huge part of the reason why I'm so emotionally distant in general.
To be honest it's more rocky lately, I'm personally not very interested in pursuing romantic relationships as while I do find them intriguing from a philosophical and analytical standpoint I'm very much asexual as I don't really feel sexual attraction towards anyone, the problem is that since my older sister and my younger brother are openly gay, and my older brother is unemployed and still living with them, since I'm both considered physically attractive and independent they see me as the only hope for getting grandchildren which is something I really don't want, but lately they have been pressuring me a lot to the point offering to arrange a marriage which feels really invasive and annoying to me, especially since I'm not even particularly old, hell I'm much younger than they were when they got married, and we kinda got into a huge fight yesterday over it so yeah not great.
That being said I don't hate them at all, they're far from perfect but you know they haven't really been that bad either, it's more that I'm annoyed because well they want me to do something I don't want to do and while I can understand their frustration I don't want to do that, and much less with a stranger, it's not like I haven't tried I've been with both men and women but that kind of lifestyle just isn't for me and it's just stressful to be pushed into that role.