How life can destroy a person

[Summer.Rain]

Failed relationship
life threats from her family
complete inability to support two kids
really bad financial crisis
pandemic induced constant stress
paralyzing depression combined with PTSD
poor mental healthcare support programs (single 10 min meeting every month)

how the hell am i still alive?!

 

[may71]

Sorry that you've had so many stresses and traumas.

Do you want to say more about these things?

 

[1964dodge]

Failed relationship
life threats from her family
complete inability to support two kids
really bad financial crisis
pandemic induced constant stress
paralyzing depression combined with PTSD
poor mental healthcare support programs (single 10 min meeting every month)

how the hell am i still alive?!

 

[JDot]

Hey @Summer.Rain It sounds like your relationship has caused you a lot of pain. You ask why you're still alive. I'm curious what you think is keeping you here. Could it be your love for your children? I get the sense you care for them very much. That love is a real strength. Even if you're not able to do a lot for them, simply being there means a lot.

 

[WolfGoddess]

Failed relationship
life threats from her family
complete inability to support two kids
really bad financial crisis
pandemic induced constant stress
paralyzing depression combined with PTSD
poor mental healthcare support programs (single 10 min meeting every month)

how the hell am i still alive?!

Resilience. People often underestimate this is themselves, but people are capable of surviving a lot more than we think we can.

 

[DrownedFishOnFire]

Life threats from her family?!?! WTH up with that part? Sure is no fun especially when already stressed on top of the pandemic crap and hugs in the PSTD department. Not easy at all.