For those in love, the question „why am I here?“ simply never occurs. They are too busy with being in love, living a life and dancing in the wind. But what about the lonely people, who have no one to share life with? That’s where the question can become so present, that it’s impossible to look away. Having an interesting job, an exciting hobby, nice friends and a loving family can be great, but there comes a point where one is bored of life. There should be more to life, right? But what if not, is it still worth to live? I was looking for a person to share my life with for as long as I can think of. But destiny wouldn’t make me meet that person. So I finally have to face the bitter truth, that it will only become worse within the years, cause all my friends will get more and more busy with moving in with their boyfriends, getting married, becoming mothers, looking after their own families. But not me. I will be the one watching - not playing. And you have to know, whatever I was doing, generally I was in action, I was never the one watching. But here I simply don’t have the power to decide. It is how it is. So for me it’s hard not to give up. To be honest, the only reason why I don’t give up, is for the sake of it. I don’t want to be a quitter. But how long will I be able to endure this?