How Long Can I Fake It

Discussion in 'Suicidal Thoughts and Feelings' started by Frankenstein.Girl, Sep 16, 2006.

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  1. I'm trying to lie to myself and tell me I'm over my old habbits
    Over my old thoughts
    Mostly that I'm over him
    First loves never die
    and this one is fucking killing me
    He has his life together
    he is going to the airforce
    and I'm sitting in this shitty fucking town
    a fucking high school drop out
    with fucking nothing
    I Am worthless
    Not even he loves me anymore
    He told me to get over myself today
    So I will I'll get over life
    I'll let everyone move on from me
    I can't lie to myself or anyone else anymore
    My meds don't work
    I'm fucking depressed
    I can't make myself smile anymore when I want to fucking cry
    I want to be in his arms
    I want to feel somewhat important
    but I'm Fucking Worthless
  2. Shadowplay

    Shadowplay Staff Alumni

    hun i know its hard. and it probably feels like you will never get over him, but eventually you will. it will just take a while yet. I strongly suggest that you talk to your P'doc about you're meds, if youre still taking them, they may even be making it worse. just try to hold on. maybe get enrolled in a GED program?
    anyway, here if you wanna talk.

    - kurt
  3. thank you its nice to have someone that actually talks back to me...I feel so ignored where I am
    I am looking into my ged but My mom isn't willing to go with me alot of the time
    I don't understand it
    why is my future not important just because I dropped out...I Hate feeling like this
    I feel bad that I'm so whiney

    I suck at life
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