Thank u... so many things happend and now I am at this point I feel useless in this world. No work, problems with my gf, my friends always busy, when I am need them the most. It is like they avoiding me or ignoring me. I try to meet them, but no one have time. I really need someone, but I always have to deal it all alone. I feel so solitude. Where can I go... no money, no work, no one there for me... what do I wrong?? I really hate myself, all things are against me, all I do gets into faillure, why??? I wished some thing goes right, but nothing
I feel trapped, prisoned... i want to run, run far far away... leave this all behind.