With things going the way they are I feel like I'd rather die right now. Lots of times I've heard that things get better with time. But how long is that time going to be? I am 19 by the way. How much longer should I hold on? I don't want to have to wait until I am almost 30 for things to improve. I've already lost 4 years to this one issue. What should I do? I don't want to live this way until I die naturally (which will be in at least 70 years).