How long will it go on hurting so bad?

Discussion in 'Family, Friends and Relationships' started by loopy, Nov 18, 2010.

  1. loopy

    loopy Well-Known Member

    I cant stand it. I miss him. We have stuck to the total no contact now since arguing again on tuesday evening altho we been officially broke off since 4 weeks ish.

    I still check my email site :(

    I just feel so depressed today, slept as long as could to get rid of some of the day. Try to distract myself but it doesnt work.

    I am already on anti depressants so not like I can try them

    I dont know what to do with myself, really dont want to live feeling like this and I cant feel it is getting any easier.

    I have social Anxiety so have zilch friends. I got no real family support. Im a failure in life.

    Life is utter pants and I only have myself to blame as I made it that way.
    Dont think Ill ever be happy, have been struggling for too many years and not got anywhere.

    :( :( :(
  2. RainbowDust.

    RainbowDust. Well-Known Member

    Hey, I'm sorry I don't have anything amazingly helpful to say
    I just wanted to reply and let you know i'd read it.

    If you want to PM me you can.

    Take care.
  3. Domo

    Domo Well-Known Member

    life is utter pants

    life is utter pants

    these words are amazing pants

    break ups are utter pants

    but we need pants

    and sometimes pants are nice
  4. *dilligaf*

    *dilligaf* Staff Alumni

    *big hugs*

    I know exactly how you feel..

    pm me if you'd like to talk x
  5. Socialman

    Socialman Well-Known Member

    I've been going on a year now. :(
  6. hangingbyathread

    hangingbyathread New Member

    i feel ya... ive been on so much drugs so that i can avoid the feeling...
  7. mdmefontaine

    mdmefontaine Antiquities Friend

    no contact is tough.

    i don't have the stomach for it, myself. i work with the guy i love.
    and he comes in to talk to me, once, twice, three times a day. and it hurts, freshly, each time.

    but i ask myself, what if i ask him to stop. to go full NC....mostly at work we can avoid each's quite possible.

    however i can't do it, i still want to see him.

    wish you the best hurts like hell and i know it. and there is no cure. i laugh when people tell me time is a cure....hahaha. right. time might teach us how to carry pain but it is never a cure for it....
    here if you want to talk (hug)