I've spent most of my day today reading through this forum. I see that a lot of people say "it won't always be like this" "this WILL get better" My question is how long? How damn long does it take to see something, to have something to look forward to? It's been going on four years of my life being a miserable living hell. I've very little strength left, I'm so tired. I'm so tired of being so damn tired. I need a break, something has to give. This lapping wave of desperation is taking over my every thought. I'm so overwhelmed and excited. How long can I continue this?