I have made eight attempts in the last year. I felt like nobody cared about me, useless, worthless, used, beaten, hopeless, useless, and I just couldnt handle the way things were going. It wasn't only my family. It was things that I had watched, things that had happend to me, and things that I have done. I was getting really tired of them always lurking behind me no matter what I did to get them to stop. I would keep things inside of me, instead of talking about them. So I decided to take my own life..but of course it didnt work...