How many more days?!?

[twilight]

I have felt suicidal ever since I can remember. I am 19 right now. I can't help but think, how many more days am I going to feel this way? I am so sick of it... I want to want to live.

 

[Nessarose]

I'm sorry you're having such a rough time. Are you able to talk to anyone--friends, family, psychiatrist? I was recently hospitalized, and despite what I expected, it really helped. I'm on medication for depression now and feel like I can do day-to-day things (most of the time. Having a little rough spot right now, but this isn't about me). There are great medications available, and therapy can work wonders. Try to hang in there. I know it's hard, but there is hope out there. God bless, and feel better soon.

 

[kirstyclive]

I hope you can get the help that isnt available to me... the fact you are reaching out is a good sign... i didnt really want to feel this way once, and in a way i still dont.... i have no choice now... medically there is nothing that can be done and i am a timebomb... so while there are still people/medical professionals willing to help you take them up on it every turn you come to... it may not seem pleasant but it could work.........

 

[LittleSparkles13]

I know how you feel, i have been that way for the past 6 or 7 years, and to be honest every day is a struggle. So you need to talk, i am here for you.

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