how many more times

Discussion in 'Suicidal Thoughts and Feelings' started by Aimee_in_Wonderland, Oct 4, 2010.

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  1. Aimee_in_Wonderland

    Aimee_in_Wonderland Well-Known Member

    what do you do when you dont trust yourself?
    i dont trust my feelings or everyones smiles
    ive hidden it well for the past few weeks...
    im fine theres nothing wrong..
    but in reality nothing is right.

    i cant cry anymore tears and holding out for one more day isnt easy anymore..
    i cant do this.
    i cant pretend im fine.
    i cant pretend im going to be fine.

    im not.

    i dont want to be breathing anymore.
    im selfish i know.

    how many more times do i have to try before i get it right?
  2. dreams4life

    dreams4life Well-Known Member

    This is my advice. you should take control of your feelings. Don't let these feelings take you over. You should have a clear picture of your character and follow it. Be determined and stay strong.
    "Trouble and anguish have overtaken me, Yet Your commandments are my delights."
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