Emotionally I've been doing well lately. Very well considering how busy I am! I'm doing my job plus acting in another at work (a coordinating role so it's very time consuming). There is after hours and weekend work. I'm enjoying it but at the same time can't wait until they recruit someone else. I'm also at uni 3 nights a week. I got my first assessments back and got 90% on one and 96% on the other. So I'm doing well but I don't know if I can keep it up with this amount of stress and pressure. My sister is in hospital in Sydney (3 hours away) so I'm travelling back and forth to Sydney every weekend as her partner is away on work. She's in an eating disorder clinic and I love being involved but it's just one more thing on my plate. My ex boyfriend/partner/'i dont even know what he is anymore' relies on me for a lot of things. He had a really bad car crash a year ago and still doesn't drive again so I take him to work and pick him up. I take him a lot of places (when I have the time) and help him out money wise as well if he needs it because he has to pay a lot of money for the accident. My best friend of 16 years has just broken up with her boyfriend and has moved back home. She doesn't like being at home and I have offered for her to stay at my house but I'm hardly there so I feel like I'm not supporting her enough. I wish I could call her more often and see her more often and help her through it but I just don't have the time! She's feeling really depressed and being a past/present sufferer I know how much you just want someone to reach out and give you a hug every now and then! I also play sport 3 days a week whcih is something I love and is a way of getting out anxious energy so that's not something I want to give up. I just feel like I have so much on my shoulders! I want to hold it all up but I'm weakening and I'm afraid that one day I'm going to crash and bring it all down with me! I don't know how much is too much!!!