How much longer can I go on like this? I can't eat... I haven't drunk anything in over two days.. I'm sick of being everybody's punching bag.. In need this to stop.. I want it to stop.. I want to disappear. How much longer? How much more pain and abuse do I have to go through? I'm seventeen (okay almost seventeen) I'm supposed to be having the time of my life, not putting up being abused by my family or being bullied at school or thinking about suîcide. I can't keep doing this. I'm standing on the edge.. And sooner or later, I'm going to break.