I know I need to be open and honest. But I'm not sure how much I can say about my feelings without ending up in a hospital. I want to tell him everything...but I feel I can't. I just don't know if I would cross his internal boundries and set off a chain reaction I don't want. I want to get better but the hospital is out of the question. I have already drew a line in the sand as far as going into a hospital. Been there once and will never let it happen again. What do I do? How should I address this with my therapist? Any ideas?