i am such a horrible person. i have to be because why else would i be like this. been in a constant state of tears and it always seems that when i try to care about people i always fail miserably. the words come out wrong and i end up hurting them even more why the hell would anyone want to be friends with someone like me. they should all hate me because that way they wouldnt get hurt. i try my hardest to say the right thing but its always wrong.