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How old were you when you first attempted suicide?
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I was either 15 or 16 and I first realized how pathetic and socially inept I was, and my life I was going nowhere and I basically dug my life into a hole, pretty much figuring I was going to do nothing with my life and I was never going to find a girl (Not much has changed in those 7-8 years) so I <mod edit - methods> but I couldn't do it.
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My first attempt was at age 8. <Mod Edit, Methods> It was during a very violent family argument, and I just wanted the noise to stop.
Prior to that, used to <Mod Edit, Methods> and scream "I hate myself I hate myself I hate myself". Family told me to quit feeling sorry for myself.
Prior to that, used to <Mod Edit, Methods> and scream "I hate myself I hate myself I hate myself". Family told me to quit feeling sorry for myself.
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My first attempt was when I was 26 years old. <mod edit methods>
My second attempt was a big one. I was in coma for many days in ICU in a hospital.
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This I have done after intensive research in internet. I was almost successful had I done it at night during the time of sleep when there will be no one to wake up for the next 8-10 hours. But fortunately I did at day time after eating my lunch and my mother and sister found out just after half an hour later.
So, I was saved.
Now, although my problems and difficulties in life still remain, I feel lucky and good that I am alive.
I feel much better after meeting SF.
BEST WISHES and HUGS TO ALL OF YOU !
My second attempt was a big one. I was in coma for many days in ICU in a hospital.
<mod edit methods>
This I have done after intensive research in internet. I was almost successful had I done it at night during the time of sleep when there will be no one to wake up for the next 8-10 hours. But fortunately I did at day time after eating my lunch and my mother and sister found out just after half an hour later.
So, I was saved.
Now, although my problems and difficulties in life still remain, I feel lucky and good that I am alive.
I feel much better after meeting SF.
BEST WISHES and HUGS TO ALL OF YOU !
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i can't remember when exactly , but i think i was 16 and i was bullied that day and i came back home couldn't find my mom she left us because she wanted to divorce my dad , i was home alone it was the perfect time to do it <Mod Edit: Methods> then i just went to bed like nothing happened , <Mod Edit: Methods>
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A small child. I was told by an evil being (creature that lived in the crawl space) to murder my parents or they will cast me into a life of torture and immense agony. Well I didn't murder them and unfortunately I have lived a torturous life that I wouldn't wish on anyone. I'm still in agony with my share of misfortune. I often wonder what kind of life I would of had if I just did what the creature told me to do.
I was 13. My existence didn't mean anything to anybody.I was in my room in the basement and above me I could hear my Foster parents there daughter and her boyfriend watching a very hilarious movie.They we're laughing and laughing and I was in the basement crying and crying.I wrote a suicide letter and everything.I don't know what pills I took but I took 20.I was so out of it and I got scared and started to make myself throw up but I passed out instead while I'm listening to laughter.I'm thinking I'm dying and this is what I get to hear on my way put of this world.I said to myself I'm sorry Jesus I don't wanna die.I woke up after I'm not sure how long I was asleep, and I was actually happy I didn't die.I look at that situation now and I really wish I did
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