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Discussion in 'I Have a Question...' started by amicrazy, Jul 1, 2008.

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  1. amicrazy

    amicrazy Well-Known Member

    how old were you when you first had suicidal thoughts. i think i was in kindergarten or first grade. it wasn't from any particular event that triggered this thought, but i conscious decision that if anything ever happened to my mom, that i'd just kill myself.
  2. BioHomocide

    BioHomocide Well-Known Member

    Elementary school.

    I was in the 3rd grade and I remember walking up the stairs to the library when I thought about getting to the top and throwing myself back down the stairs.
  3. Epical Taylz

    Epical Taylz Well-Known Member

    my first time at the mall
    i invisioned myself flipping off the rail
    on the second floor :X
  4. TheBLA

    TheBLA The biggest loser alive.

    18, the day before I started college, right when I joined this forum. Its strange, the cause for my depression mainly is because I am inferior to everyone, behind everyone, so abnormal. I've been this way for basically my whole life so why did I only start to feel really depressed and suicidal when I turned 18? :unsure:
  5. ~CazzaAngel~

    ~CazzaAngel~ Staff Alumni

    Around 12.. :unsure:
  6. onenineteen

    onenineteen Antiquities Friend

    I've had strange crying fits and moodiness for as long as I could remember, but things changed when I was 16. I had a huge crush on a girl in one of my classes but my school reputation was pretty awful at that point so I was too scared to talk to her. No matter how many times I turn it over in my head I still hate myself and have never forgiven myself.
  7. kittyD

    kittyD Well-Known Member

    I seem to have always known that it was just another option, actually wanting to seems to be around 10-12
  8. Insignificant

    Insignificant Account Closed

    actually my first attempt came when i was only six years old.
  9. Spearmint

    Spearmint Well-Known Member

    Idk, around 11?
  10. Spikey

    Spikey Senior Member

  11. StangerInAStrangeLand

    StangerInAStrangeLand Well-Known Member

    I attempted at the age of six. First time I tried to cut my head off with a butcher knife - cut my moms fingers pretty bad when she tried to stop me.

    What triggered me was not having a dad and there was a father/son day at school - I got teased unmercifully.
  12. dazzle11215

    dazzle11215 Staff Alumni

    13. i remember it very clearly. i was walking along the beach. my dad had been yelling at me over something, yelling and throwing shit around. i left and as i walked i thought "you don't have to suffer this abuse anymore, you can just kill yourself and be done with all this shit..."
  13. Solemn_Ex_Machine

    Solemn_Ex_Machine Well-Known Member

    12-13, after I lost two people very close to me of the same thing.

    Then they started dropping like flies around me and I've been crazy ever since.
  14. nagisa

    nagisa Staff Alumni

    Seven-ish... :unsure:
  15. danni

    danni Chat Buddy

    13 When I started high school things were bad back then when I lost a lot of people.
  16. fromthatshow

    fromthatshow Staff Alumni SF Supporter

    2 years ago.
  17. thedeafmusician

    thedeafmusician Staff Alumni

  18. thebitterend

    thebitterend Guest

    bout 5 months ago

    when i was dumped by sumone i reli cared about

    also my first attempt at jumpin in front of a bus
  19. Xenos

    Xenos Well-Known Member

    13 years old. -_-

    Two times I was so close to that butcher knife...
  20. gentlelady

    gentlelady Staff Alumni

    I don't remember my first thoughts, but my first attempt I was 11.
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