how old?

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  1. amicrazy

    amicrazy Well-Known Member

    how old were you when you first had suicidal thoughts. i think i was in kindergarten or first grade. it wasn't from any particular event that triggered this thought, but i conscious decision that if anything ever happened to my mom, that i'd just kill myself.
  2. BioHomocide

    BioHomocide Well-Known Member

    Elementary school.

    I was in the 3rd grade and I remember walking up the stairs to the library when I thought about getting to the top and throwing myself back down the stairs.
  3. Epical Taylz

    Epical Taylz Well-Known Member

    my first time at the mall
    i invisioned myself flipping off the rail
    on the second floor :X
  4. TheBLA

    TheBLA Well-Known Member

    18, the day before I started college, right when I joined this forum. Its strange, the cause for my depression mainly is because I am inferior to everyone, behind everyone, so abnormal. I've been this way for basically my whole life so why did I only start to feel really depressed and suicidal when I turned 18? :unsure:
  5. ~CazzaAngel~

    ~CazzaAngel~ Staff Alumni

    Around 12.. :unsure:
  6. onenineteen

    onenineteen Antiquities Friend

    I've had strange crying fits and moodiness for as long as I could remember, but things changed when I was 16. I had a huge crush on a girl in one of my classes but my school reputation was pretty awful at that point so I was too scared to talk to her. No matter how many times I turn it over in my head I still hate myself and have never forgiven myself.
  7. kittyD

    kittyD Well-Known Member

    I seem to have always known that it was just another option, actually wanting to seems to be around 10-12
  8. Insignificant

    Insignificant Account Closed

    actually my first attempt came when i was only six years old.
  9. Spearmint

    Spearmint Well-Known Member

    Idk, around 11?
  10. Spikey

    Spikey Senior Member

  11. galalleni

    galalleni Well-Known Member

    I attempted at the age of six. First time I tried to cut my head off with a butcher knife - cut my moms fingers pretty bad when she tried to stop me.

    What triggered me was not having a dad and there was a father/son day at school - I got teased unmercifully.
  12. dazzle11215

    dazzle11215 Staff Alumni

    13. i remember it very clearly. i was walking along the beach. my dad had been yelling at me over something, yelling and throwing shit around. i left and as i walked i thought "you don't have to suffer this abuse anymore, you can just kill yourself and be done with all this shit..."
  13. Solemn_Ex_Machine

    Solemn_Ex_Machine Well-Known Member

    12-13, after I lost two people very close to me of the same thing.

    Then they started dropping like flies around me and I've been crazy ever since.
  14. nagisa

    nagisa Chat & Forum Buddy Staff Alumni

    Seven-ish... :unsure:
  15. danni

    danni Chat Buddy

    13 When I started high school things were bad back then when I lost a lot of people.
  16. fromthatshow

    fromthatshow Staff Alumni

    2 years ago.
  17. thedeafmusician

    thedeafmusician Staff Alumni

  18. thebitterend

    thebitterend Guest

    bout 5 months ago

    when i was dumped by sumone i reli cared about

    also my first attempt at jumpin in front of a bus
  19. Xenos

    Xenos Well-Known Member

    13 years old. -_-

    Two times I was so close to that butcher knife...
  20. gentlelady

    gentlelady Staff Alumni

    I don't remember my first thoughts, but my first attempt I was 11.
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