All I have been told my entire life, is the secret to not having to worry about money and all that depressing shit, is if you go to college and struggle with money for a bit, then after you get a decent paid job and if you don't get careless with money, they you won't have to worry about money. And I can't afford to go back now! I'm nearly 21 for fucks sake, I have been to school, I have learned shit like they system says, but now I'm out of a fucking job, there is fucking nothing!!! Then I go looking for a fucking job, and they are all part time jobs that are miles away and I am told I have to apply, and these job are ridiculous, they are 14 hours a week, minimum wage and take 90 minutes each way to get there, how the fuck can I live off that? I go to work, so I can spend all my wages going to work? I know I'm being a parasite, but I would rather be a parasite than do that shit.