I need help and I know I do. I found myself researching methods last night, ik dumb... My boyfriend is the only one I have right now, my family has abandoned me and my friends (if u can call them that) are only there when its connivent. I am going to talk to him tonight. He already knows I'm depressed and has saved me before when I attempted suicide. But I'm so scared if I tell him in feeling this again that he'll abandon me to leaving me with no one. How do you tell someone you love that you want to die?