Sometimes, in my manic moods, I do things. Often just harmful boasting, to myself mostly, but sometimes I think about testing my ideas. 'Am I really an immortal god? Why not jump into that car and find out?' 'No harm can be done to me. If I take this, nobody will care, nothing will happen to me.' and so on. While petty, most often, and resistable, what about when I get some really crazy ideas. Like tunneling through my bedroom wall, down into the earth, to shape an underground kingdom. That's just silly. And yet, so desireable.. How do I avoid doing stupid things like that?
(Note-- I don't go all happy, gay and giddy when I'm manic. I just go.. god-like. I become something far greater than anything. And then, the next day, I think about it, and just facepalm, and consider myself lucky for not driving everyone around me away.)
(Note-- I don't go all happy, gay and giddy when I'm manic. I just go.. god-like. I become something far greater than anything. And then, the next day, I think about it, and just facepalm, and consider myself lucky for not driving everyone around me away.)