How to have it back

Discussion in 'Suicidal Thoughts and Feelings' started by Rime, Mar 23, 2014.

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  1. Rime

    Rime New Member

    Few years ago I was wheeled in a chair through the door of a hospital where I've spent the last 15 days recovering form an OD of painkillers sleeping pill and despair, to an ambulance who would transport me to another hospital for other treatments. As I was pushed out, I felt the sun on my face, looked up and actually smiled to that warm feeling of the sun on my face.. On that day, in that moment I've decided to live.. Years later I am at the bottom again.. All the climbing up I've done is wasted for all I managed is to make my fall harder.. I am loosing hope agin .. Iam tired so very tired ... Just want to lay my burden down and rest. Wish I could find that feeling again, wish I could feel the sun on my face again ..
     
  2. total eclipse

    total eclipse SF Friend Staff Alumni

    i have felt that warmth of the sun when i too was so cold inside and dark I too hope you can reach out to your doc to people who can help you the hospital the crisis team someone ok you can feel that warmth step by step you can get climb back up ok hugs
     
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