Even if I try to improve myself, it become impossible. I have enormous problems. I got rejected by a lot of people- brother, cousins, uncles, aunts, friends and Myself. I hate myself. I have no achievements. I have no vision for future. I'm completly lost, where to go, how i reached here, why i m here; i don't know answer to any of these. I have no self confidence, no self esteem and a loser who is too afraid to win. I don't take part in any decision making process that effect me. I just ask what they decided, i 'll agree to anything. Now if i were to repair myself how to do it, from where to start? What is the core problem?