Im really stupid. Im at the level of a 12 year old. So theirs no chance of ever being succesfull for me now, im screwed. It seems like theirs nothing worth living for in this world. I hate the way the world is. People always do cruel shit to each other. LIfes one big competition, theirs the strong and the weak, if your weak you screwed. Some people believe in a afterlife. Im sure their isnt. Life sucks then you rot. But what if their was? I think they would suck too. Heres a few of the most poplular ideas. Lets see if they are good or not. Middle eastern religions like catholic christian and muslim believe in heaven and hell. So their will be billions of people and animals in hell I guess. And a few people who believe in a certain book will go to heaven to be an evil gods servant forever. I think any smart person would realize how horrible stupid and sick this belief is. If it were true life would be much much worse. Reincarnation. You finally get out this shitty world then you come right back as something else. What would be the point? YOu lose all your memorys every time you die so you never gain any thing. It would be a pointless cycle. Then of course theres the realistic death. Where you just ceace to exist. This seems to be the best of the other ideas. No more pain and no evil god. Either way every single one is horrible. Life is horrible. Death is horrible. Existence is pointless.