Hello, Lately I've just been really... numb. Nothing phases me. Nothing penetrates my walls. Nothing in particular has happened to make me revert back to this state. Well I suppose one thing did. Something I was looking forward to didn't happen and I'm beginning to wonder if it will ever happen but I started to become numb before that. Life is very stale at the moment. What I mean is it's like there's no color, no feeling, no purpose. I don't want anyone to tell me what my purpose in life is. That is not what I am asking for. I am aware of the fact that we all find our own purpose in life. I just need some genuine advice from others on how to combat this numb feeling. How to start feeling the life I'm living in if that makes any sense at all. I know others must've dealt with this before. Earlier this year I thought I was getting better but for some reason it seems I'm reverting backwards and I have no idea why. I hate the void. I hate only feeling apathy. So please someone, any suggestions or advice would mean a lot to me. I am too scared to face the void again. I don't want to be there.