Ever since my last relationship having blown up in my face, I steered clear of all relationships for a while. Then, I accidentally met this guy. We've been dating for about a week, but have been talking for almost a month. He's amazing, and perfect, and I accidentally fell in love with him... I'm worried that I'm too clingy and desperate. because of everything that has happened, I tend to hold on really desperately.. I need to be told constantly that he's not going to leave, that he doesn't just pity me.... things like that. He knows about me being a cutter, and he displays his worry. He says such sweet things to me, and yet I want to see him all the time.. We're always around each other in public, so we can't be affectionate.. I need that touchy kind of thing. But when we're alone, he's very sweet. Not too pushy, always holding my hand, things like that. He's perfect, it's not him. I know that. He texts me every morning to wish me a good morning, tells me that he loves me, calls me every once and a while to check how I am, and what I'm up to. I still feel like I'm so desperate... I'm wondering what I can do to stop my paranoia, my need for so much... Any ideas? Anything? Please, I don't want to lose him because of some... worms in my brain. :sad:My mood fluctuates. I'll love looking into his eyes and seeing him smile, and as soon as he leaves, and I'm at home, I'm so afraid that I id something that made him lose interest... The worst part is even though I've told him about my feelings at certain times, when I'm afraid of his side, I know it puts strain on him.. I DONT want him to feel like he NEEDS to prove himself. Just help me find a way to calm myself.