I have abandonment issues stemming from childhood that I haven't really been able to overcome. It seems that when someone does leave my life, I always blame myself, as not being good enough, unworthy or worthless, even if the reasons have nothing to do with me. When I perceive that someone is getting bored with me, or might leave my life, it seems that I push them away instead of drawing them closer. I know people get fed up with this behavior and sometimes leave because of that. How do I show people that I care? How do I get over the fear that everyone will leave me? I know it's not logical, so how do I start to believe that I deserve people in my life and that I won't end up completely alone?