Hi good people, I'm Adib from Bangladesh. As I'm regular here, some members may know what brought me here. I, however, have concealed what is really bothering me as it is tough to both explain & understand. So i have been telling people that only constant muscle spasms brought me to this forum. But it's not the only thing that is killing me. The main problem that arises from my muscle spasms is my lack of concentration. It's not easy to understand as it seems right now. It's almost unbelievable that my thought process gets slow when i try to think consciously. It's not only because spasms break my concentration, it's something more even I don't understand. So, I experience memory loss & lack of intellect. I also get headaches when i forcefully try to make my brain functions normally. I sometimes hurt people even when I try not to. I can't hold something light in my hands for even a minute as my hands start to tingle. & most unbelievably, it's not merely muscle spasms what I'm experiencing. It has no diagnosis. it feels like one part of my body muscles got sore & my whole body is trying to stretch those muscles by controlling my other muscles. I know how tough it is to believe what I'm going through but I'm not telling lie at all. I'm only 20 but i know I won't be able to take it for 50-60 years. I don't want to die now as I still have dreams. But I'm not sure how to survive because no treatment is working. I have been struggling for more than 5 years & now I cant take this anymore. I don't think I'll keep myself alive for years with problems like these. I'm sorry if someone finds it disturbing but I just tried to say how I'm feeling. I, however, is sure I'm suffering much more than one can imagine.