I hope I'm posting this in the right place.. Today is my first day here.. and Today it finally hit me that I need to get help.. While I don't feel like this all the time I do often enough for it to scare me.. like sometimes I'll be fine for a week or two then I'll just hit a low for no reason at all.. I'll get to thinking and just...want to end it. I've thought of ways to do so and gotten close. I used to self harm but haven't til tonight. I want to get help.. But I don't know how to talk to my parents about it.. Its sad.. I'm 20 years old still live with my parents no job, hs diploma, no license nothing.. I feel like a waste of space and..Idk.. Sorry for all the extra... I just needed to vent I guess.. How did you guys talk to your parents or how did you get help? Who did you talk to?