I really cannot think straight.. It has been three days since I slept and tomorrow I begin another run of nights..My mind is racing whilst my body is in tatters yet I still cannot rest.. My swings are becoming more and more rapid and with it comes the insomnia..Once again I am sitting here listening to the dawn chorus and wishing I could find some stability.. How will this all end? I am nearly at the end of my tether... No one talks in the chatrooms.. I feel more like a social leper than ever before.. I want this to end..