You have no money. You have bill collectors breathing down your neck. You get little to no support from your spouse You eldest child plays you and your spouse off of each other. Your gas service for your home is getting shut off due to nonpayment. Your family is down to one car, and that car has 180,000 miles on it. And you work 45 miles away. And before all of this happened, you were already diagnosed with depression and anxiety and in years past made several si attempts. What would you do now?