..is it possible to go from feeling ok to being in the depths of despair in such a short space of time? I really just wish to be dead but I don't have the means. I really can't take much more and I want it to end......NOW!!!! I have a scream in my head that I want to let out but I can't and it hurts to keep it in. There is no point in me being alive but I don't know how to die.