We had a slight glitch and the forum deleted about 80 threads at random - we are restoring them currently but you may have had an alert saying your thread was deleted - please ignore this and do not be concerned. Thanks, Freya :)
Thanks for the responses - I'm going through a really rough time right now. SF is the only safe space to talk about the pain as no one else wants to know, which increases the pain and so on..........
I don't know if I'm going to survive - being dead seems so inviting
hang in there, i believe in you. i don't remember, but do you have a therapist that you can share with? might not help immediately on these long evenings but i find, for myself, knowing that i can see her each week makes me feel less alone. i tell myself that if i just hang on i will see her soon and we can discuss how bad i'm feeling.
Hun if you are worried about making it look like an accident then that means you have people that care about you and you about them. So no matter how you "go" they are going to be hurt. Hold on to that thought hun. And yes please keep posting. This is a safe place. And a place that you dont have to keep explaining yourself. We understand and will help anyway we can to get you through this.