Hi people I have given up on everything I cant relate to any human being because no one is like me. Im an alien, even to myself Im weird, crazy,strange and now Im like really really ill and sick medically. I have been alone for so long and I mean alone a lot of people say they are alone, but they are really not, but i am. It is not a great place to be. I am dying but god wont make it quick he wants me to suffer and I just want to end it now. I say it and say it but when its real it hurts.