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[Smilie46]

Hello!

I feel like I'm talking to myself at the moment.

How do you tell someone that your hurting when you don't normally talk to anyone?

How do you tell someone that "it" hurts you so much, when you don't know what "it" is?

How can you be happy one moment and in the depths of despair the next?

How can someome be cruel to an innocent child?

Why can't someone "Just do it"?

Why do some have to take medication and others not?

:confused:

 

[Robin]

Hi smilie, you could probably drive yourself insane struggling to answer those questions, best option is not to seek the answers to life, even if you found them they wouldnt make you feel any better. Hold what friends you have close and try to get through this tough time, I'm sorry I didnt reply sooner, I really dont6 get enough time to answer threads on the forum anymore, but as you well know, I always find time to respond to my pms, take care and pm me again soon
your friend,
Robin.

 

[Smilie46]

Just passing again so I thought that I'd say hello.

I hope everyone is safe and is finding some happiness in their lives.

Smilie

 

[Robin]

Hi Smilie Glad to see you again, I've been worried, thx for letting us know you're ok :hug:

 

[Smilie46]

Ive just been reminicing through my post. Im very surprised at the number of views it has had.

Yes Im still in theraphy but the appointments are not nearly as often and Ive been off antidepressants for almost a year (my choice).

Life still goes on and Im having one health issue after another. Its frustating because to me it gets in the way of what I really want to work through with my physcologist

A friend recently described me as a strong silent type. Thats true and I find it hard to put thoughts into words but I would like to say thank you to all the people here who have supported me so far.

I better go before somone gets the violin out.

:smile:

 

[RainbowChaser]

Ive just been reminicing through my post. Im very surprised at the number of views it has had.

Yes Im still in theraphy but the appointments are not nearly as often and Ive been off antidepressants for almost a year (my choice).

Life still goes on and Im having one health issue after another. Its frustating because to me it gets in the way of what I really want to work through with my physcologist

A friend recently described me as a strong silent type. Thats true and I find it hard to put thoughts into words but I would like to say thank you to all the people here who have supported me so far.

I better go before somone gets the violin out.

:smile:

I'm glad you're still fighting :hug:

 

[gentlelady]

I am always glad to see you around. Keep posting and letting us know about you.
:hug:

 

[Azathoth]

Smilie,

Not sure if you're an 80's music fan, but I always found these lyrics inspirational:

All your life you've been waiting for your chance
Where you'll fit into the plan
But you're the master of your own destiny
So give and take the best that you can

Nothing is easy, nothing good is free
But I can tell you where to start
Take a look inside your heart
There's an answer in your heart

Triumph - "Fight the Good Fight"

I'm glad to hear that you're getting better (even though we've never met - hope you won't find that phony or pretentions).

I can understand your frustration, although I never liked the saying "I know how you feel". Keep fighting. Keep strong. Remember the things that matter. What are they? That's up to you to decide, not anyone else. You have a right to your own emotions; never let anyone take that away from you.

Take care,
Steve

 

[Ignored]

Don't know how I missed this earlier but it was interesting (tho sad) to learn a bit more about you. Always glad to hear from you ma wee twin. :tongue:

 

[*dilligaf*]

welcome to the site :hug:

 

[Smilie46]

Hello again,

Its almost 12 months since I last posted here.

Life still goes on. Although at times its been hard, very hard.

Smilie

 

[Smilie46]

Has anyone had ECT?

 

[gentlelady]

I have not had it myself, but I do know of several that have. They were all happy with the results, but one of the drawbacks was the memory loss of things besides the ones they wanted to forget. Hazel is a good one to talk with about it. She is very honest about her experiences with it. Shoot her a PM. :hug:

Oh, and welcome back. I missed you. :cuddle2:

 

[Smilie46]

Hello...........I just wanted to say it again.

Im one of few words but I wanted to say Ive found a lot of friends here and I think of them often.

Most "understand in their own way", without me having to go into to much detail, that there are times when you are in trouble and times when a hello will do.

Take care :smile:

 

[sunrae]

hey smilie

i wish there was some way we could just all let it out and be happy for once. hang in there. ain't no use killing yourself when you're going to make people feel even worse. your only mission in life is to live it through. it;s gonna take a long long time but one day we'll all be happy.

 

[Stranger1]

Hey Smilie,
Talk to your therapist about a checklist on cognitive distortions..You will be surprised just how many you can relate to..Take Care!!

 

[Smilie46]

Hello,

Has anyone done Schema therapy?

 

[sucidalgirl99]

Hello,

Has anyone done Schema therapy?

I haven't done it, but I can relate to you. My mom has (or had) depression, and I now have come to beveile that I have it.

 

[Smilie46]

Schema theraphy was very interesting and helpful. I still get to see the doctor regularly though.........

 

[butterflies32]

welcome to SF

I am currently just about to undergo schema therapy.