Huge debts, depression, social problems...

[Anne.Pera]

Like everything is going well; decade ago I needed to get a surgery and chemo; and I had to work for this... Working as a paramedic, for so long; but It was not enough, needed a credit... Then, a day stopped working, stuck in a home for 3-4 years. Now, I couldn't pay just 15k € and it makes me bad about depression. situation is getting worse with; dept's 5k from couple of people, including my mother. Now I'm back to university for get away from hospitals, ambulances and people. Geophysics is so good but I don't have money and energy enough. Everyday, I'm thinking about my life's end, it's like a fantasy to me. I'm so afraid that im feeling comfortable about this... Without running, cycling and university it can be real issue...
I realize now that I'm a cancer survivor; if this is a survival... I didn't think like that before, I think the money issue take my life instead some stupid tumours...

*Sorry about that English, its not fluent and I'm not OK.
I'm so nervous about sharing also...

 

[Petal]

Hi thee @Anne.Pera No need to be nervous posting here at all and don't worry your English is perfect.

I honestly have no advice just wanted you to know I read this and I care but i would recommend therapy, its helped me in all sorts of situations. You are not fighting this alone, we are here for you ((hugs))

 

[may71]

Sorry to hear that you are going through this

Do you want to say what country you are in? There may be some country-specific resources available to you.

It's great that you have a dream of getting a degree in geophysics, maybe there is a way that you can work that out, but it sounds like taking care of your health and well being should be the priority.

Are you getting any kind of treatment?