My parents constantly yell at me. Best example: we were to a lake today, we had a lot of stuff to take from the car to the beach so that we needed a handcart. Usually my parents bind all the stuff on the cart, so that nothing will fall down, but today we left the rope at home, so we tried to get the stuff there without binding it onto the cart, but half way it all fell down and we put it back up and my mum tried to bind it with some rope that is too short. I told her that it won't work (because she had the rope tied around a wheel accidentally, but they didn't let me speak long enough to say that) and then my dad pushed me aside angryly and yelled that I don't do anything but yelling (I was the only one who carried bags; my dad had that cart any my brother and mum didn't have anything in their hands or on their backs or so. I had two bags, one on my back and one in my hand) and he just didn't stop yelling until he made me cry and still then he wouldn't stop yelling... He didn't yell at my brother, didn't yell at my mother, just at me because "I wouldn't help". Even funnier was this morning before we drove to that lake. My dad had a discussion with me about how he thinks that it wouldn't make sense to go to the lake with a daughter who might not even be alive the next day. My parents are still so angry with me because of my suicide attempt (which was almost a month ago) that they won't let me do anything at all. They always say "no, we won't do that, who knows if you're still alive tomorrow" and stuff like that. It doesn't help to tell my parents that I won't do anything like that anymore. Even the psychs I've been to say that they don't think I would do that again, and they should know, right? But no, my parents know everything better. And they didn't change their behavior at all, they just go on the same way they used to, just that they now pretend they had a reason not to let me do anything. They probably won't let me go to that internship at university in summerholidays. And they won't ever let me have a sleepover at a friend's, probably won't even let me go to study anywhere else when I'm a bit older. I'll have to wait until I'm 18 to get the right to do what I want to do, so I'll have to wait about a year to be allowed to apply for university.... Thanks to everyone who read this. Got a bit longer than I wanted it to become.