A lofty subject to try and analyze, and I suppose it makes me arrogant for doing so. But, what gets to me more than anything is that there are so many conflicting ideologies. These conflicting thoughts, end up in the suffering and deaths of others. No thought is without a price, it either effects you or another person, or both. It seems like a confusing cesspool of mental ignorance. I've lost all patience when it comes to other people, myself included. People praise individuality, as if it's the gold of our collective culture. But when that individuality means conflicts and death, widespread tyranny, is it really worth it? I regret living out this life, it has opened my eyes, but pushed my emotions into a dormant ball. I've gotten to the point where I don't want to exist anymore. I see conflict, never-ending. It's a tiring thought.