I have nothing left to live for. All i feel is pain and hurt nothing stops it nothing makes it better. I only see bad things in my dreams and all i hear is a wispering voice in my head telling me i be better of died and it be better for every one as well. So when i am awake i hurt and hear things in my head. when i am asleep i have bad dreams, i sick of taken all the pills i have to take. i have to see a psychologist by order of the court to see what punisment i am fit for. I am scared of being sent to hospital again been there a few times hated the way i was forced at times to take drugs that messed up my head. So i may as well kill myself i know people will be hurt over this but i can not carry on with what i feel just to stop others from getting hurt.