I guess they really are stupid. :dunno: They hurt me so much with that one remark. ONE single remark and it makes me dream the most horrible things :sad: Eversince that comment has been made I think about it daily. I am hurt. Very hurt. Not a single day goes by anymore without me hating myself with such passion. Someone else would hate them if they were in my shoes, but no. I don't. I don't hate them. I can't. Because they were right. Thats the worst part of it all. I did it. He was right. I feel horrible for it. I feel like a failure. I hate myself for doing that. He was fucking right! I already hated myself immensely, but it's only grown worse and the more I think of that one comment, the worse my self-hate gets. I HATE MYSELF! How can I let that one comment get to me like that? It was one comment from one person who makes awful comments to more people, from one person who hits on every girl they see, yet that comment makes me have nightmares, makes me cry at night, makes me feel shit, makes me feel worthless, makes me feel like... I cant even think of a word to describe how horrible I feel... :cry: But oh well, I deserve it all, its my own fucking fault. He was right.