Hi i'm 14 years old and i think i'm suicidal. Thats what i think about when i wake up and go to sleep. I had a favorite wrestler his name was Chris Benoit if you don't know who he is he was a professional wrestler that in one weekend murdered his wife, suffocated his disabled 7 yr son and hung himself. I am beyond hurt on this. I'm also scared that one day i might just do myself of the fastest way possible. Help please!