so my best friend was going out with this girl who he loved but she cheated on him. and he took her back after every time she cheated. well they broke up at the end of july because she cheated on him and they didnt get back together right away so i thought it was over completely. i finally admitted to him the i loved him snd have for a while at the beginning of december. and he started acting like he liked me too but i think he was playing me. now he's back with his ex who cheated on him and he knows how much thats hurt me because it hurt him so much and he came to me. and now he knows i love him which is why it hurts me so much. its affecting my school work too :/ and yeah its just really hurting me and i had to write about it. so sorry for wasting your time if you read this.