Hurt

Discussion in 'Poet's Corner' started by MoAnamCara, Aug 30, 2012.

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  1. MoAnamCara

    MoAnamCara SF Artist

    Hurt

    It's deep
    It's never ending
    It's soul crushing
    It's pain
    It's anguish
    It's nights lying awake
    It's days spent in a daze
    It's feeling alone in a crowded room
    It's wanting to run
    It's sadness
    It's aching for those lost
    It's wanting to physically hurt
    It's wanting to drink to forget
    It's those unmentionable thoughts
    It's longing for a release
    It's knowing you are on your own
    It's isolating
    It's your memories
    It's being so afraid
    It's feeling immobilized
    It's many teardrops
    It's wondering why
    It's longing for someone to reach out

    And realizing no one is there.
     
  2. Sadeyes

    Sadeyes Staff Alumni

    As we agree...there will be someone, and s/he will have to be so special to be the next one on board...much caring and fondness
     
  3. MoAnamCara

    MoAnamCara SF Artist

    No, I don't think so anymore, not for me. For you, yes, you deserve that special being.

    I hurt, I'm becoming cold, I manage to shove ppl away and they go. It's a vicious cycle because I'll do that when I hurt, but that's when I need them most. Irl there isn't a soul left, its mostly here on sf. And besides everyone else is trying to get on getting on, we all have stuff to deal with. Im def not unique. To me, having no one irl left says a lot about me.

    But I've made my bed by fate and by choice, I just have to lie in it and shut the f up.
     
  4. Sadeyes

    Sadeyes Staff Alumni

    I'm still here...and no, your fate is not what you perceive...you deserve goodness and love...and I have even thought about teams today...interesting that your pure kindness and insight could evoke that thought
     
  5. MoAnamCara

    MoAnamCara SF Artist

    Good for you, I hope you can find one worth playing on, just please be careful of injuries.....

    Thanks again for all you do here and take good, good care of yourself.
     
  6. Sadeyes

    Sadeyes Staff Alumni

    And you take care of yourself too...here if you need me
     
  7. IV2010

    IV2010 Well-Known Member

    dear Mo...I can so relate to your poem..I'm sorry you are feeling this way too.. :arms:
     
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