I am hurting soo bad i feel like i should just end it all. Everyone i know seems to want to hurt me or almost everyone and i don't need the shit right now so maybe i should just end all my hurt right now so no-one else can hurt me. On tue it is the 2yr anniversary of the second rape and i am not dealing with it at all then on top of that ppl i think i know are giving me shit. I would like to say no-one from this site it's ppl irl. I know this is all coming out wrong but tbh i don't care anymore as my life feels like it's over anyways so i would just be making it official.