I hate being me I have so many people saying that they wish we were me, but I don't know why. I really dislike myself I been hurting for a couple days... I don't know what to do anymore i feel worthless,shitty and stupid, I been helping other but not myself i want to help my gf. but how when i can't help myself. I been having dream for a couple days seeing me die and sometimes i wish i don't wake up from them. I know if anything happen to me I hurt my girl but I'm trying to be better for her, but my smile is breaking... I just don't want to be here anymore.. I just want to go right now. I feel I need to speak but never spoken... :sad: I just want to go right now..